I woke up on the wrong side of the bed! Have you ever felt this way before? Whether something was bothering you and you knew exactly what it was, or, you were clueless…

Well, I was clueless. I had no idea why I was mad. So, I spent two days thinking about the source of my frustrations. I turned my phone off. I logged out of all social media platforms because I needed and wanted time to myself.

In that moment I realized that I had made a decision that most people wouldn’t. Most people would take their frustrations out on innocent people like their personal emotional punching bag. I kept my sh!t to myself.

There are some people who feel agitated when it’s humid and hot outside. And the vent at innocent people instead of keeping to themselves. That’s not my style…

Nothing was “wrong”. No one was agitating me, no one was triggering anxieties, everything on the surface was fine. And then it hit me.. The tension was coming from feeling dissatisfied with life itself. Perhaps it’s just the energy associated with Taurus season. But, I’m not 100% happy with my lot in life.

I try not to be hard on myself because I have experienced A LOT in life. Some in which I had to take accountibility for. So, I went to my astrology software, and printed a report. I also looked at some aspects to get a clearer understanding as to why I was feeling the way I felt.

With mercury retrograde and the transiting planets activating my natal planets, I found the source.

Unhealed traumatic experiences bubbling up from my subconscious mind! I went through my process of letting go and forgiveness. Then I expressed myself to a few people (mercury the planet of communication). Not that I needed an apology, but because my life lesson is to learn how to be vulnerable in conversation with people. To express how I feel openly and honestly.

According to my natal chart, once Leo season starts, my life changes for the better. I saw an increase in my business, traveling and marriage. The marriage part really surprised me. I saw a man who was really stable and completely had his life together. I saw the kind of love that’s written about in romance novels. That took me by surprise and it almost feels like it’s too good to be true. Yet I know astrology is pretty freaking accurate.

I knew I did it right because after everything was said and done, the frustrations, pressure to do something, and dissatisfaction with life, left. I felt free!

And I know I’ve been pretty good with predictive astrology. After a little deliberation I realized I had to go through the communication lesson and process for the husband I will be meeting. As in before Taurus season ends. Our union must be important for God/The universe to get involved. I certainly look forward to creating a synastry chart!

A Healthy Parent ❤️