So today the full moon is in Aries, conjunct Chiron. Today I have been getting more clarity about my childhood trauma with my mother and son.

So I contacted my cousin to see if she remembered when my mother hid the children at her house for a few days. She did not, and told me she would think about it. I get it because it was over 25 years ago. But whether she does or does not, my flashback memory was that my mother hid my brothers at her house because CPS was looking to take them from her. For not sending them to school.

I’m not sure why my mother blamed me as far as that aspect is concerned. (See previous blog)

So, in a nutshell, I have forgiven my mother during this transit. Initially I was hurt. Rightfully so. But then I realized that God rewarded me for all of that abuse and trauma by giving me my grandfather’s land in the USVI.

I feel like the aspect of my mother causing the division between my son and I, has a little more forgiveness to healing.

So, how I forgave was by understanding. I grieved, cried, felt the pain, and accepted the truth. Then I let go because there is no changing the past. It’s already done. And there’s nothing that I can do about it.